chaos needs to find safety

life, its fucking weird at the moment. chaos is the word to describe it. everything seems so up in the air and confusing. my social life is pretty shit at the moment, work is intense and i've even been offered a new job which is amazing but quitting is one of the most hardest things i will ever do. ugh. its shit because when i write it all out i sound pathetic but my life is chaos at the moment...i need to find safety